Thursday, April 3, 2008

Can I borrow your Calgon?

Send me some love, People. Seriously. I'm runnin' on empty here. Some people blog about keeping it real, so here's keeping it real.

I have been a weepy mess this week, and I don't know why! And it's driving me crazy! Oh, wait. I was already that way. Is there anything worse than crazy? If so, I don't know what you'd call it except insane, maybe?

Everything is making me cry . . . and I seriously mean e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g! Good things, bad things, in-between things. Aside from my post of "Why I Blog", I can't seem to put two words together. I've got lots of things I'd like to blog about, but when I sit down to type, it all looks like this to me: jadkfjal;kjf ;adkf dsjnfladskfj;jkadsf kladsjfkldsjfklasjfl;k. Let me just translate that for you: zxnvoieutuhewoijrioewjfkjdbvmzcnv;khsdfeiruhakldjsf. Yeah. Did you understand that? That makes perfect sense, doesn't it? If it doesn't, does that make me a senseless woman? Probably. But my husband and kids already knew that. Now you know it too, though you might've sensed it before.

I think I'm feeling all mixed up and confused. Mostly I'm confused because I'm feeling so mixed up! Or, maybe I'm mixed up because I'm confused?? I don't know. The only thing I know is that I'm 40 years old and I'm not supposed to feel mixed up and/or confused! I have waayyy too many responsibilities for my functionality to freeze up. Being confused and mixed up is for my 19-year-old! Or maybe the 13-year-old! Not for their 40-year-old mother!

Is there anything stronger than Calgon in the beauty aisle cause I'm thinkin' it's going to take way more than that to help me.

Hopin' I made you feel better about your day.

Love ya',

J.L.

P.S. Don't forget to send the love. It'll be put to good use.

5 comments:

whitty1 said...

I enjoyed looking at your blog as I lie here (off work) recovering from flu in the UK. Laptops are great inventions. Hope you're feeling better. Sue

Julia said...

Oh, whitty1, you poor dear! We've been blessed this year in that our family stayed healthy. I think that's a first in many, many years! We were hit hard by stomach bugs and bronchitis last year. I'm thankful for a reprieve. Here's hopin' you feel better soon. Thanks for the comment!

Deborah said...

Well, since you're already mixed up and confused, maybe you could jump over to 'Little By Little'...it's a blog on my side bar...hopefully one you can actually access, unlike 'put one foot in front of the other'...which apparently you can't...
Anyway...the writer of 'L by L' is also confused about some stuff...maybe you could help her out..or add to her confusion...one way or the other...you might feel better about your own state of confusion..
Now if you followed all of that then you're probably even more confused than you realized!
Hope you're feeling better soon!

Julia said...

Thank you, Deb! I'm heading over there now to check it out. Imagine! Another mixed up, confused person besides myself! How lucky am I? :-)

Laura ~Peach~ said...

LOL ok this is fun... WE both live in Georgia... we are both 40, we both are with men who are fantastic and have been with them forever.... HUmmmm confusion sounds great to me!
Hugs Laura